GOING THROUGH THE MOTIONS

Hello! I'm bbbaaaacccckkk! Where have I been? Nowhere really, just incredibly pre-occupied.

My week has pretty much been as the title says. Same old stuff ... eat, sleep, train, eat, sleep, train and so on and so on. I'm now complacent and training on empty (mind). I'm losing sight of the big picture fast. What a bloody awful time to do that?!

Financial and work issues have arisen. Sort of a mini-crisis. My comp prep has taken backstage, I'm now overwhelmed with other matters.

I don't know it but I'm losing the plot. It came to a head when I got home from training this morning. I'm ready to shower but I don't quite make it. I step back from the bathroom, sink my body on the bed and weep uncontrollably. This has Perry concerned and flustered. I feel incredibly hopeless. Wiping tears from face I could feel a bunch of spots (acne) come up on my face. Boy, I'm a right mess now.

I'm at work and for most of the day I get by. I feel defeated and deflated. And no, it's not that time of the month.

Desperate to stay on track I arranged a meeting with Di for tomrrow night. We met quickly this evening, and our get-together was extremely positive and motivational. She's a great communicator.
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Onto other things ... congratulations to all who competed in Melbourne last weekend. Big congratulations to Sue. Well done! You look amazing.

I haven't read my favourite blogs for awhile so I'm looking forward to catching up with everyone over the next day or so.

I hope to feel better tomorrow, of course I will. Stay happy everyone. Goodnight.